Maybe it's just me, or maybe it is the common principle that people have imbued in themselves that could be contradicting to my thoughts. I think the philosophies about love being passionate and intense constantly should be thrown away, right out of the window.

It is my opinion that love shouldn't be taken as an entertainer. It is not going to create excitement and passion persistently. Even in quiet times, as you do your routine household tasks, it will always be there. If it is for real, it will always be there. All it takes to find out about it is honesty to yourself. Just don't lie to yourself.

I really find it hard to believe that you can fall out of love with someone regardless of the length of time spent together. If it really happens, then you never actually loved that person. You could've been obsessed, infatuated but probably wasn't in love. To me, a relationship that went through years and ends doesn't mean you truly, sincerely loved that person. Perhaps you did love them in a certain way but you never really had true love.

It's a real pity that only a few believes in true love. Most of us find the ordinary everyday love that simply can't stand the test of time. I believe that true love lasts and although this is a cliché, I think you ought to understand what I meant by 'true love'. By this I mean that if one always believed that it must ALWAYS make you happy then perhaps you'll never have a true kind of love. To me, it is an understanding of what it means to be in love. To be frank, there is really no such thing as "the right one". Come on, let's be realistic here. There are millions of people around you so how could you actually think you would discover a "soul mate" some day?
I believe only when you understand and are able to define true love can you be with someone and be genuinely in love.

This may be a contradiction to many out there but it is what I stand for. This is not an advice from me to you. It's not wrong to have your own principle, however different it may seem when it comes to a topic such as this.

After going through countless stock photos and wallpapers just to fill my spare time, I came across this piece. Not to say that I was shocked or disgusted, it just left me baffled. At the same time the shape of the heart formed by the flowing blood caught my attention. A deep, meaningful message sent out with simplicity.

I don't really have the mood to write long these days. Feels like a bit burnt out in my head. I guess I'll have to take more interesting shots when I'm outside. Back to the digicam, I suppose...

I know it's been a long time since I've last updated this online journal of mine. My time has been occupied by work, family and other personal outings. Oh and coupled with the disruption or should I say, the death of the laptop's hard disk, which made it impossible to enter Windows. *sigh*

Guess I'll have to put the story I wrote on hold while I go on an indefinite period of hiatus, break, vacation from blogging, whichever word you prefer to use. I feel a little tinge of itchiness inside my nose. Could be the cobwebs and dust that have gathered around this blog. Cyber dirt I call it. hehe.

Think I'll just do chores and workouts to keep me from boredom, now that the laptop's dead. It is the one thing that I spend most of my time with whenever I'm at home. My main source for music, news and chicks :-D Yeah baby~~

Ugh.. now I'm stuck with the radio and a book in my room which was bought recently. It seems to be hard to not online at home when you're so used to it, especially when it is part of your daily routine.

It's... just...boringly... AGONISING~!!