It was about 6 in the evening when I arrived at my favourite place to relax by the seaside. There was hardly any sun when I was walking around the place to get a seat. I thought of you even before I got off from work, so I just drove straight to that place after I left the office. Didn't really feel like being stuck in the traffic jam. I had this sudden urge to go somewhere quiet, somewhere I know you would like as well.

As I sat down and looked towards the gaping sea, some kids can be seen playing on the beach. The weather is being kind today, just as I had expected when I was on my way there. Sitting alone there savoring the gentle breeze and listening to the sound of the soft endless waves, I began to think back the last long weekend I spent with you. Time never seemed enough whenever we're together, don't you think so? Felt like it was only yesterday when I last saw you even though it's already past Christmas now.

You have never ceased to mesmerize me with that smile of yours, I guess you never will. Whenever I close my eyes and picture that smile of yours in my head, something made me feel a tinge of bliss and I just smile to myself. I still get butterflies in my stomach a bit when I look into your eyes. Coupled it with your smile, now you know why I always go weak in the knees when you're near me. Even the heartbeat can't be normal when you're resting on my chest, always been this excited to see you and be by your side.

I nearly dozed off while having these thoughts of you. The cool wind kept blowing as the waves kept brushing the shores. Some songs can be heard playing lightly over my shoulders. The lads at the cafe were playing some timeless classics by Michael Learns To Rock. Suits the mood at that moment just nice. How I wish you were here beside me now in this serenity. I guess I could only look forward to seeing you again and hopefully take you there to spend a quiet evening together. Only once in a while we get to see each other, yet the long waits in the past have always been worth it and I sincerely hope that you do feel the same.

While out with you doing your shoppings, I know I looked dull when I was walking around the mall. It wasn't because of tiredness or boredom, it's just that same feeling I get whenever I know I'm going home soon. I know I should be all cheerful when I was out with you, but another part of was wishing that time would go by slower. Even better if it stops as long as I wanted it to.

The sky was starting to get darker when I opened my eyes after going through these little musings of you. Slowly but reluctantly I got off from my seat to leave the place and head for home. It felt so comfortable to have the soft wind blowing against the skin of my face. The resonance of the never-ending wave was very soothing to the ears. Everything seems so right at that very moment, but it could never be perfect no matter how I try to portray it.

Finally I managed to get some breathing space out of my work. Though I could relax a bit now, still gotta keep my mind stuffed with things regarding work. The festive season is just around the corner yet the weather hasn't been kind. Even my mood has been dampened by it to the point where I started having depressing thoughts. This even got me into a slight misunderstanding with the person who is precious to me. Can't help it, but I'm just being me. Whenever something doesn't go according to plan, it just drives me mad and puts me down at the same time. Hope you'll understand it like how I understand your negative stuffs.

A couple of weeks ago I was hanging out at a book store in a mall. Yes, I actually went to look for something interesting to read. Not as in magazines or comics, but real, thick, long written books. Damn, did I sound like I just described something erotic or what? Anyway while looking through the different sections of books, I stumbled upon some creatively made calendars...

The whole thing was wrapped so I couldn't get a shot at what it's like inside. It does tell a lot about him when you have a calendar made to mark his remaining days at office. I looked at it for a while, finding it kinda amusing. I didn't realised there was more...


I knew many people around the world dislike him but this just takes the word "hate" to whole new level.


Getting the boot out is inevitable it seems.